I have never, ever done this in my life, and it feels awful!
You see I am on the bus home, in a gridlock (natch) and I feel a little low with a 40min ahead. I looked around and I hid my test kit in my purse and tested a 4.3.
I discreetly emptied a few glucose tabs in my hand and ate them all at once while staring out the window.
Why did I do this today?
Because of the looks I get. Normally I can handle them and brush them off, but today has been exceptionally difficult in terms of taking an emotional beating at work. I just feel if one person gave me the "of course you have diabetes, you're fat" look I would break down and sob.
I know it's not true, and most of the time I use times like that to educate, but not today. Sorry, pals. More education next time, when I am a little tougher.