Friends, I am ready to cry, nay I HAVE cried today. twice.
I am so frustrated. I don't know what to do. I need some advice.
My sugars have been off the charts for three days. I can't get them down. I am battling with everything I have.
I have been through 4 infusion sets, 3 catridges, tubing, a new bottle of insulin, injections, and no matter what My sugar will NOT stay down.
I have had a +60% basal rate for two days. I drop sporadically but then I spike high again.
I feel exhausted. My eyes are burning, the tears are stringing from behind them.
I am not sick, I am quite average. I do have a little extra stress in my life, but certainly nothing crazy and nothing I haven't dealt with before. These sugars are adding to my stress. I am finding it hard to focus, and I just want something to give.
I feel like every single orange dot is a mine waiting to be stepped on.
My average blood sugar spiked to over 10 from the lovely 6.9 it was last week. This is NUTS. and I feel like CRAP.
Help? Ideas? Anyone?